Is this the end??
I have decided not to go chasing after Hawk...
If he wanted me, he would have contacted me, right? He knows where I am... and my number has shown up enough times on his caller ID that he knows I was trying to get a hold of him... what do you think, am I right?? Is he just using me?? Am I better off alone??(because that's what I will be without him... there are no prospects within 50 miles of Hick County Ks)....*sigh*...and I am NOT lonely enough to try out the Fruit Loops...lol
I have spent three years of my life trying to get Hawk to NEED me... isn't happening, is it...?
If he wanted me, he would have contacted me, right? He knows where I am... and my number has shown up enough times on his caller ID that he knows I was trying to get a hold of him... what do you think, am I right?? Is he just using me?? Am I better off alone??(because that's what I will be without him... there are no prospects within 50 miles of Hick County Ks)....*sigh*...and I am NOT lonely enough to try out the Fruit Loops...lol
I have spent three years of my life trying to get Hawk to NEED me... isn't happening, is it...?
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I venture to say, as hard as it may seem to accept, that you ARE better off alone than being treated like that. *hug*
mbl
Thank you, mbl... I value your support more that you know... the hard part will be saying no to him when he does cave...
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